Friday, April 22, 2005
have quite a bad day this few days...=(...lets start from today...woke up at about 11 something...den dress in black...as told la...went to meet bao lai after school den we went to bedok to meet jing hui and xizo guang...after meeting,we went walking round almost the whole bedok...hahazz...quite tiring la...den we went to settle down at bedok cc...play bball with the ppl there...all so rough sia...-scary-...hahazz...after tat,alvin came den we went to princess(a mall in bedok)...talk talk awhile den went to the market there to eat chicken rice...after eating we went to take bus 87 back to hougang...den meet wei sen they all there...after chatting for awhile,went to pcc to play bball...play til at about 10 like tat...we went to the block there to slack slack talk talk...at about 11...we went home...wad a tiring day...*YaWnS*...

perhaps......i may be out of ur world.....really misses u alot.....waiting for tat day when we can finally see each others again.....

LoVe u yEsTeRdAy,LoVe u sTiLL
aLwAyS HaVe,aLwAyS WiLL........!!!


Thursday, March 24, 2005
wake up at about 10 today...didn't go to school...too tired and too weak...woke up...went to drink water,took up the cup...drinking half way,my hand no strengh den drop the cup...and break the cup...i was like so weak la...haix...getting weaker day by day...going to die soon le...den saw ai's sms...we started chating til she got cheer...den i was so bored and tired...went to sleep...woke up...went to pcc...forgot to sms ai...i feel so sorry...den play half way...sms her again and found out tat she may be coming to cc to look for me...heex...i am so happy at tat time...waited for her...den she finally came...den she told me tat she going to hougang mall to buy cd first and asked me to wait at cc first...phone rang and saw tat she cannot come de coz her mum is fetching her home...so sad...but never mind...after bballl...went to hougang mall to see if can see her again...but i didn't...after tat,she called me when she reach home and said tat just now her aunt went to mall to look for her...and lucky i didn't meet her up just now at hougang mall...hahaxx...den went to walk around the whole hougang by myself...didn't know tat its so nice to walk in the night...so cold too...~wHoOoO~...den reach home...my mum keep nagging at me...i can't stand it anymore so i shouted at her back...haix...so sad...so so so sad...lucky ai was there to listen to wad i said...thankz ai!!! i know u care for me...(i LoVe u!!!) (MiSs u tOo)tats all...~GoNe~



wake up at about 10 today...didn't go to school...too tired and too weak...woke up...went to drink water,took up the cup...drinking half way,my hand no strengh den drop the cup...and break the cup...i was like so weak la...haix...getting weaker day by day...going to die soon le...den saw ai's sms...we started chating til she got cheer...den i was so bored and tired...went to sleep...woke up...went to pcc...forgot to sms ai...i feel so sorry...den play half way...sms her again and found out tat she may be coming to cc to look for me...heex...i am so happy at tat time...waited for her...den she finally came...den she told me tat she going to hougang mall to buy cd first and asked me to wait at cc first...phone rang and saw tat she cannot come de coz her mum is fetching her home...so sad...but never mind...after bballl...went to hougang mall to see if can see her again...but i didn't...after tat,she called me when she reach home and said tat just now her aunt went to mall to look for her...and lucky i didn't meet her up just now at hougang mall...hahaxx...den went to walk around the whole hougang by myself...didn't know tat its so nice to walk in the night...so cold too...~wHoOoO~...den reach home...my mum keep nagging at me...i can't stand it anymore so i shouted at her back...haix...so sad...so so so sad...lucky ai was there to listen to wad i said...thankz ai!!! i know u care for me...(i LoVe u!!!) (MiSs u tOo)tats all...~GoNe~


Tuesday, March 22, 2005
today wake up at about 7.30...still early but i still ask my dad to fetch me to school...in school...was damm super boring today...feel so much like sleeping in class...but never sleep la...also dunno y...after school...went home to slack abit den go pcc to meet up with bao lai they all...play bball...when playing also dunno wad happen to gorillarz,he give attitude den play til very rough...whack til my head...i also dunno wad happen to me also...suddenly lose my temper...never lose my temper so easily before...at tat time i was going to run to him to whack him up le...but i didn't...something in my heart stop me...if fighting is the only way out,i will fight til the day i died...!i am just not myself nowadays...wad can i do now??? play,fight,smoke or wadsoeva...i don wan!!! i just wan to myself...MY OLD SELF...!!! went home feeeling really sad...and depress...yuai,i now rather u tell me anything...i rather take the pain...than u kept things from me...!!!tats all...tired...=(...~gOnE~ LoVe yA!!!!!!!


Monday, March 21, 2005
okay. yuai is here again. lyk y issit alwaes me here ?? hahah ! dunno leh !


lu went to sch today. todays a veh boring day. becos sch end at 2.30pm la. haha. even later den me. but his sch abit not start at 9 ! so jealous ! during sch time veh boring so sms me n im so nice. i entertained him. even tho im sitting RIGHT INFRONT OF CLASS. after sch.. he went home to change den go straight down to amk. reached kbcc sat there see pple play bball. today no mood to play bball. also dunno y.. after dat waited for me to come. den sat down n talk to me ! walk me to the same staircase. haha. bid good bye. n i went home ! hahaha. yupp. hes talking to me on the fone now ! haha. n im bored. n hes bored too ! lyk bleahh ! yuupp. dats all folks ! i love TAN CHOON LU !!!! he loves me too. heh.


Sunday, March 20, 2005
yuai is here AGAIN.
im nice !!


okay. he met me in the late afternoon? yupp. den we went to the playground to play the swing. n lu cant swing high !! hahaha ! i swing SO much higher den him. n he almost killed me by pushing me. so dam mean. haha. n i kept a pic of me in my pocket n he din noe !! he keep taking my wallet to find dat pic. how stoopid ! hahahaha. n we lyk run around the playground la. so lame. so childish. haha. den after dat he got trng so he went off. when he reach the court he was late for 1 1/2 hr ! evrybody was lyk WOW so early. guess its my fault ! aw man. so guilty la ! haha. when he reach there he onli get to play 5 on 5. after trng he went home. i call him den im talking to him on the fone now. haha. i din even update my blog n i update his la. im dam nice. ahhaha. no la... haha. yupp. real tired. yup ! bye peeps !! HAHA ! lu loves me. -nodds


Friday, March 18, 2005
today woke up at about 9 something,called bao lai...meeet him at 529,waited very long for jia wen...everytime like tat...use to it le...hahaxx...den me, bao lai and jun kai went to hougang sports hall the gym there...wow!!!so many ppl there...so scary...when we go in,everybody spare at me and bao lai tattoo...hahaxx...so scary...so fun inside also...train til muscleache!!!hahaxx...after saw ai's msg...said tat very urgent...i was like omg...wad happen???den called her and know wad happened...haix...so sad...her aunt threaten to tell mum about it...after tat went home to change den went meet johnson,den both of us went to dexus together...after dexus,about 6 like tat...we went to 529 to eat...eat le i went back to pcc dden he go back to his father shop to help out...play bball for awhile den went home...coz i was so worried about ai...msg her she didn't reply...thought tat her aunt really told her mum.and her mum do something to her...so i went home early to check if she is online...den didn't see her online...saw tania,so ask tania to help me call ai to see if she is at home ar not...but her dad say she is out...den after tat i waited til 10.30...ask tania to call her again...den tania told me tat yuai's mum said she is dead!!!i was like omg!!!something must had happened to her!!!den after tat,called tania to comfirm and she was there laughing!!!and i know i had been cheated!!!ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!nvm,atleast she is alright!!!shall stop here,til then!!!(MiSs yOu)->Ai!!!




Thursday, March 17, 2005
yesterday went out to play til very late...so suan,long time never play til so siao le...yesterday was so high...hahax...den today wake up at about dunno wad time,forget also...wake up just to msg ai...coz yesterday never reply her bcoz of her mama...msg her den went back to slp...hahax...wad a pig!...den wake up...watch cartoon...hahax...lame cartoon...too bo liao le...den after tat went to amk to meet up ai...reach le play bball for quite long...wa liao,today came an idiot...from ang mo kio ite school team...so fucking tall!!!but USELESS!!!hahahahaha...push me and pai me somemore...BASTARD!!!...so tall so useless!!!anyway,he didn't spoil my mood...bcoz ai was there...so happy to see her today...! tml the dinner with miss goh is cancel,but hope tat ai can still go dexus...tats all!!!very super tired!!!til next time!!!(I LOVE U)->Ai!!!

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